New start

Coming back to this space is a rather dreadful yet an essential thing to do.
Well so I am back again (don't i deserve a standing ovation) and I've decided to keep this personal space alive!
 I know very clearly writing a daily entry would be an impossible mission for me so I guess I will only write if I have a surge of emotions at the back of my head wanting to just regurgitate out so as to not kill too much of my useful(?) brain cells. HAHA.

I find it rather amusing, imagine someone reading it and then start to picture out how the hell did you typed all that.

To me, writing is a form of relieving stress so this shall be my space of thoughts.

Reading all those past entries have made me realize how much I have grown, more mature, much more sensitive to things to people and many other stuff. Appearance or physical change I guess not that much, because you know that's me obviously my face wouldn't change. HAHA? Or did I grew taller (NO)

Yes its rather sad, when people mention about growing up the first thing that comes to everyone's mind would be growing VERTICALLY (taller), but for me? I have been growing horizontally ever since.

My life is literally like a roller coaster that applies to my emotions. Growing up? Well i got to see all sorts of people and experience all sorts of EMOTIONS and those negative terms. All these were like my friend, I am pretty familiar with all that - Double-crossing, betrayal, broken promises and whatever you name it.
However, at the same time I got to know who are the real friends, the real people in my life. As they said, Every cloud has a silver lining.
So guys anyone experiencing bullshit in your life don't be despair cos there's always a rainbow after a rainbow after a rain.


Really do appreciate everything and everyone be it good or bad, happy or sad. I am truly grateful for all these cos it has helped me to grow. I may not be a better person now, but at least I know how to differentiate the bad and the good, that's enough isn't it. At least your conscience is clear.

I shall stop here cos its pretty lengthy and I am so tired of typing. hehe till then

x
CPWX